Lucie Duff Gordon
To Mrs. Austin, CAIRO, April 9, 1863.
Dearest Mutter,
I write to you because I know Janet is sure to
write to Alick. I have had a very severe attack
of bronchitis. As I seemed to be getting worse after Janet and Ross left for Alexandria , Omar very wisely sent for Hekekian
Bey, who came at once bringing De Leo
Bey, the surgeon-in-chief of the Pasha’s troops, and also the doctor to the
hareem. He has been most kind, coming two and three
times a day at first. He won’t take any fee, sous prétexte that he is officier du Pasha; I must send him a
present from England. As to Hekekian Bey,
he is absolutely the Good Samaritan, and these Orientals do their kindnesses with such
an air of enjoyment to themselves that it seems quite a favour to let them wait upon
one. Hekekian comes in every day with his
handsome old face and a budget of news, all the gossip of the Sultan and his doings. I
shall always fancy the Good Samaritan in a tarboosh with a white beard and very long
eyes. I am out of bed
I have a black slave—a real one. I looked at her little ears wondering they had not been bored for rings. She fancied I wished them bored (she was sitting on the floor close at my side), and in a minute she stood up and showed me her ear with a great pin through it: ‘Is that well, lady?’ the creature is eight years old. The shock nearly made me faint. What extremities of terror had reduced that little mind to such a state. She is very good and gentle, and sews quite nicely already. When she first came, she tells me, she thought I should eat her; now her one dread is that I should leave her behind. She sings a wild song of joy to Maurice’s picture and about the little Sitt. She was sent from Khartoum as a present to Mr. Thayer, who has no woman-servant at all. He fetched me to look at her, and when I saw the terror-stricken creature being coarsely pulled about by his cook and groom, I said I would take her for the present. Sally teaches her, and she is very good; but now she has set her whole little black soul upon me. De Leo can give no opinion as to what I ought to do, as he knows little but Egypt, and thinks England rather like Norway, I fancy. Only don’t let me be put in a dreadful mountain valley; I hear the drip, drip, drip of Eaux Bonnes in bad dreams still, when I am chilly and oppressed in my sleep. I’ll write again soon, send this to Alick, please.